Random Thoughts

My heart hurts and who knows why...not me and I never really do...there is a little girl inside that wants to come out...but hiding is easier...there is a dreamer inside who wants to dream...but hiding is easier...the easy way is the hard way...and what seems the hard way is actually the easy way...the little girl inside just wants to be loved...just wants what she has been missing all her life...she just wants someone to come and care for her...take care of her...to just simply love her...anger...anger has destroyed that little girl...she cant seem to show any other emotion...it takes over like a demon in the night...it comes to steal her joy...and soon to kill her...but only if she could destroy it she will survive...look at her eyes you will see story...a story I am not sure you can handle...a past that scares even the strongest of people...hurts and pain that go deep...look into the eyes of that dreamer and see the biggness inside...see the world changer...look past the sadness and the pain...and see that once happy child...fear...fear resides in this young girl...as she gets older the fear gets bigger...and then it becomes who she is...she is not afraid as much anymore...the little girl is strong and can stand agaisnt the winds...but sometimes they are too strong to overpower on her own...not worthy...who is she to fight against the evil powers...she is not worthy she is not strong...well at least thats what they tell her...she knows different...and one day the world will see that...invisable is what she feels...her opinion doesnt count and well never will...in some peoples eyes...but little do they know...her opinion will matter a great deal to them in the future...scared, alone and forgotten...this little girl walks...and as she walks...and gets deeper...she gets lost in this mess...when...when can she stop crying herself to sleep? When will the night become safe? When will she feel loved?