Well Its 2006...

Hmmm....2005 was an allright year but I think that this year is going to be much better. For some of you who don't know I have only been a Christian for four years. And its been a long four years. But I have never had so many ups and downs as I have had this past year. This year has been amazing but there were times when I really just wanted to quit. This year God has given me an amazing group of friends and they actually believe in me when I wanted to quit and give up they pushed me and made me realize all that I have to offer. I have never had friends like this before all my past friends once I came to them with a problem they left me and I had to deal with things on my own. That is why sometimes I don't want to accept the help of others. I have always been the person to take care of everyone and make sure everyone is ok. I know that I need to learn to accept help from people. I learned a lot of life lessons this past year. I learned that no matter how far away from God you are He is always going to pursue you and never give up on you. This year I have given some more friends up which is super hard for me cause friends are something that is really important to me. I am all about making friends and wanting to watch them soar to new heights. I really do love people and I want to see them succeed in life. Expecially my friends there are so many people in this world pushing us down that people are age need some more positive things. I know in my group of friends we make fun of each other too much and that needs to change. Thats one thing that I am going to work on this year instead of tearing people down I am going to build them up. I want people to leave my presence feeling that they can do anything they think or imagine with God. I want people to dream again. Too many dreams are shot down. I know that from my own life people are constantly shooting my dreams down but the thing is I know my God and I know that I can do all things through Him. My God is bigger than anyone can think or imagine. He is my Father...the only one I know. There is so much that I want for the year 2006 but the one thing that I want the most is to get closer to my Daddy. I know this blog was a long one that went from topic to topic but thanks for reading it and Happy New Year.